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usually i work out for 45 minutes at least once a week (just once, at least, because im lazy that way bleh), and usually it keeps me feeling energized when im down and/or in a terrible mood. but today i could barely get myself past 30 minutes. my level of tiredness while working out wasn’t any different or anything, i just…. didn’t feel like working out? i mean usually when im about to go out for a jog or when i lay the yoga mat out in my room, i feel somehow mildly pumped up or whatever. but instead of the usual calmness of easing into things i just wanted to get the stupid thing over with. i didnt feel as relaxed; i just wanted to collapse back into bed. in the end i didnt finish the 45 minutes, and now im feeling some kind of weird endorphin hangover, like i know i should be doing push-ups right now or something, but i just dont feel like moving. at all. i just want to take a shower and stay in bed and read a book (i bought The Marriage Plot a few days ago, since i just finished reading Middlesex) and maybe drink too much tea, idk.

im pretty disappointed in myself, because every time i relapse into sadness i always exercise the feelings away. and its pretty effective, because jogging always makes me feel like im running away from my problems, even if that does sound kind of problematic and lame. but idk. the past couple of days i never feel like running, only wallowing. it’s terrible. i feel pathetic and unintelligent and undeserving of a lot of things, and the people who usually comfort you on these things aren’t around to help you out of feeling that way. sometimes im afraid of relapsing back to when i thought lowly of myself, and i know im better than that, but there are moments when im just not sure.

likeafieldmouse:

King Minos’s Labyrinth
"In Greek mythology, the Labyrinth (Greek λαβύρινθος labyrinthos) was an elaborate structure designed and built by the legendary artificer Daedalus for King Minos of Crete at the palace Knossos. 
Its function was to hold Minos’s son, Minotaur, a mythical creature that was half man and half bull. 
Daedalus had so cunningly made the Labyrinth that he could barely escape it after he built it.
Every nine years, Minos made King Aegeus pick seven young boys and seven young girls to be sent to Daedalus’s creation, the Labyrinth, to be eaten by the Minotaur. 
After his death, Minos became a judge of the dead in the underworld. The Minoan civilization of Crete has been named after him by the archaeologist Arthur Evans.
In colloquial English, labyrinth is generally synonymous with maze, but many contemporary scholars observe a distinction between the two: maze refers to a complex branching (multicursal) puzzle with choices of path and direction; while a single-path (unicursal) labyrinth has only a single, non-branching path, which leads to the center. A labyrinth in this sense has an unambiguous route to the center and back and is not designed to be difficult to navigate.”

likeafieldmouse:

King Minos’s Labyrinth

"In Greek mythology, the Labyrinth (Greek λαβύρινθος labyrinthos) was an elaborate structure designed and built by the legendary artificer Daedalus for King Minos of Crete at the palace Knossos.

Its function was to hold Minos’s son, Minotaur, a mythical creature that was half man and half bull.

Daedalus had so cunningly made the Labyrinth that he could barely escape it after he built it.

Every nine years, Minos made King Aegeus pick seven young boys and seven young girls to be sent to Daedalus’s creation, the Labyrinth, to be eaten by the Minotaur.

After his death, Minos became a judge of the dead in the underworld. The Minoan civilization of Crete has been named after him by the archaeologist Arthur Evans.

In colloquial English, labyrinth is generally synonymous with maze, but many contemporary scholars observe a distinction between the two: maze refers to a complex branching (multicursal) puzzle with choices of path and direction; while a single-path (unicursal) labyrinth has only a single, non-branching path, which leads to the center. A labyrinth in this sense has an unambiguous route to the center and back and is not designed to be difficult to navigate.”

mollymatalon:

strawberry car, 2013

mollymatalon:

strawberry car, 2013

nickdrake:

Frida Kahlo & Diego Rivera

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likeafieldmouse:

Hense - 700 Delaware (2012) - Mural on abandoned church

erraticartist:

cupsnake:

You know what the Green Heron is basically the best heron because it is like 90% neck so when it is all folded down it looks like a giant head with wings and legs

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but then suddenly ZOOP

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fucking green herrons

What the fuck

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